It's been to long since I'm emmersed myself in the lovely campfires of the Forest here...
My history in ff involves lots and lots of reading. Like most of you, discovering these stories was like discovering crack or my first orgasm. Then, I found ff with smut. Stop the presses, what the...? Hello heaven.
From there I started writing one shots. Since the age of 11 I've been writing poetry, so I never thought I had the attention span to write anything longer than that. Then some strongly opinionated people encouraged me to extend one of my one shots. What a process that became! I had the hardest time finding a BETA, but once I did, I hit the ground running. Open Mic Night was my first attempt at a full story and I was amazed at the ability to create my version of these familiar characters. I was able to apply old school tattoos to my Edward and a smart ass attitude to my Bella. It was such an eye-opening experience.
From there, I ventured into Bounty which featured a bounty hunter and his prey on a crazy whirlwind road trip. Next was Fortune's Fool, creating a con man after Bella's father's money. I've done a few contests and continued writing one shots all the while.
When all this was done, I became completely and utterly disappointed with the Twilight ff fandom. There was so much drama and bad mouthing and authors taking on the roles of divas, I just didn't want to be a part of it anymore.
The problem is, these stories and plots and characters still scratch at my brain, wanting to get out. Sure, I'm writing a novel. Who isn't, right? But, these specific versions of Edward and Bella need their story told and so I am writing fanfiction again. (Much to my wife's dismay.)
I guess, all I'm trying to say is that I've realized we don't have to abondon the things we love just to avoid the undesirable parts of it. I love that this place gives like-minded, nonjudgemental, wild & crazy peeps to become a community. Thanks for making this place so special and supportive and filled with HOTNESS.
::::steps down from soapbox::::