Well, yesterday we were all mourning Bratty Vamp. (really, some comments sounded like obituaries, while I am sure BV is alive, well and has just moved on).
Today I intend to concentrate on what can still be read. Currently, one of the best stories I am following is I know my duty, by Ithilwen K-Bane
Edward walked a knife's edge in Volterra. What if things hadn't gone quite so well? Love can survive when it is surrounded by monsters, but it does not survive unchanged. Deviation 'fic-New Moon. Rated: M – Vampires, Angst - Chapters 28, WIP.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4954871/1/I_Know_My_Duty
Surely it deserves much more reviews than it currently has! It is impossible that I am the only one reading it among ADF members. It is darn good and I would like to have some discussion about it, because it is so gripping and intelligent that it totally owns me. With the last update a few days ago, I was cheering (and reviewing like mad).
The point of the story is that in Volterra Edward has to change Bella and give himself to Aro. He would have remained there anyway, because he feels duty bound toward Bella and wants to make sure she manages- eventually he wants to free her. BUT, he does not love her anymore (he thinks). He loved human Bella, newborn Bella is a horror (he thinks), so it is duty, not love, that keeps him with her. The pages describing his despair, his guilt (the whole mess is his fault,) and the longing for the human girl who is no more are heart wrenching.
But, as the plot unfolds, love resurfaces – on both sides - much more mature than it was, and this part is so well written too, with such psychological depth, that I am enchanted. Plus, the Volturi are cleverly explored. Not just evil monsters, there are a lot of political issues, extremely interesting…
Are you reading it? If so please exchange your impressions with me. If not, find the time to read it.