Calling a spade a spade - it's been a tough few weeks in fandom. Hell, it's been a tough few weeks for ME in fandom.
I'm not the type to focus on the negative - so I took my normal course, self medication with some good chocolate and laying in bed staring at the ceiling. Yes, we have our blips, but this fandom can do some pretty cool stuff when it chooses to. Raising money for charity, donating time, writing amazing stories, offering support...the list could go on and on. Then I started thinking about all the people that helped me get started a little over a year ago - who took a gamble on an unknown writer who didn't do conventional stories and is probably a little to ideal for her own good. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be here today.
So this morning, on a total whim, I decided to pay it back. I move a million miles an hour - both in the fandom and in real life. Grass doesn't grow under my feet, and sometimes that means I don't stop to say thank you or tell people I appreciate them. I wanted to let people know how much I appreciated what they do, the time the spend, the little slices of themselves that they share. So I started DM'ing and tweeting, and I made a few comm posts.
Everything kind of snowballed from there. How or why, I am not really sure. The Pollyanna in me likes to think that it was just a good time to do it. First it was people reaching out, then the #fandomloveday showed up on twitter, then the Pay it Forward post on ADF. I sit back here, awed, amazed, and truly humbled by how people played off something small and relatively insignificant I did in a moment of idealism and turned it into an all day event. I can't say that the fandom surprised me, for at root, we are diverse, amazing group. What amazed me is how people reached out and made new friends today, were exposed to some new stories - things that will continue beyond today. For that I am grateful - more than you will ever know.
This is why our fandom rocks - and why I wouldn't trade it for the world.
Thank you.
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***ETA just for ADF - this is one of the most supportive, positive places in the fandom now - you should all be proud of what you accomplished today. Thank you.
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